Last Post in 2013

2013 is gonna say Goodbye.

Before waved goodbye,
Here's a nutshell for my 2013.
Gotta say that, 2013 is really a special year for me.

1. I had an minor accident. ( My friends do not agree with me). Seriously, I learn nothing from this accident. What I gained is the love and warmth from my family. Never expect my mum and my sis will cry for me. I know because of her, I am still alive. I still able to type this post here. She is my regret, but she is always my beloved. Thanks grandma! I love you! If there's a chance, I would like to hold your hand again. I know this is an unreachable wish, but I hope. 
2. My 21st just gone like that. Didn't celebrate with anyone. I just want to be alone. This is a special birthday for me. Have no idea start from when, I just looking for a simple birthday celebration. Somehow hoping for surprise from someone, yet it never comes true. Perhaps next year, you will do for me. 
3. I, built a barrier between me and my friends. A gang of friends that I used to with. I don't know how to explain, and I know I owe them an explanation. We are still friends. Yet not likes those old days. There is a barrier, and I couldn't across it. I mean, sometimes I still don't know how to face to them. Feeling sorry to them. I started this, and they just forgive me. I know I'm childish; I'm naive;I'm capricious. Sometimes, I don't know what/how should I do. There was a time I choose to escape from reality. Yet now I choose not to. I'm sorry and thank you for everything
4. Bzzz~ Bzzz~ Bzzz~ A great orientation group I have ever joined. Thank you Bee A Boss, for giving me a precious and beautiful memory for my 2013. Never regret to know you, these awesome people.
5. When these awesome, pretty and cute people bump into your life, they added color too. Love and enjoy every second spent with them. They are crazy, sakai, yet they mean a lot to me. Thank you for walking into my life, and be my lovely friends. I rather to walk with you in a dark street, but not alone in a bright.
6. Spent my last day of 2013 with my lovely classmates. Somehow I hate sharing session. I know it's good for us to build and strengthen the bond among us. A good and warm lunch session for us, adding color and precious memory before the end of 2013. Thank you, for being my classmates. And we have create a lot of sweet memories. Time flies, memory never gone. It has been deeply marked in my mind, stored forever. I'm sincerely apologize here for any offense that I have made, and Thank You for accepting me as your friend.

Another year gone!

Gain something, lose something. 

Earn something, Learn something.

Bye, 2013!

Thank you for letting me grown up so much this year. 

I will be the better me! =D
Oh yeah! Welcome 2014!

Today's Quote:

Happy New Year!!

Happy Birthday to A Charming Lady

Was not that close to this girl at first.
Until the day, Miss put us into a same group for EHS.
Together with 1 Malay girl, 1 Indian girl and 1 Chinese guy.
(We are 1 Malaysia!)
Discuss and do the project together
But the bond between us still not that strong

The first time we 2 drove to my uncle's shop
An ice-cream sundae cone and a set of MCD lunch meal
As a thank you gift for willing to accompany me
Which caused her to skip her lunch
Face and endure the obstacles together
And we successfully to overcome

Thought the end of EHS marked the end of our interaction.
Yet reality is full of unexpectedly surprise
Thought she is a quiet and soft girl
Just like her physical appearance
But never judge a book by it's cover
Never know that she is also an outspoken girl
An awesomely nice and lovely pretty lady
She is soft, but she is tough too
Her smiley with her big eyes will shine your day
To give you positive energy even you're in the rain

She is innocent sometimes.
But sometimes she is not.
She is right.
She didn't access your FB.
But she unlocked password for your awesomely cutest friend
But you know there is only funny and happy moment will coming up
Which is you blaming them for not posting nice status about you
They know you love them
Although you never say it out
And what they want is just to help you announce to the world

Love photography, Love Tong Pak Fu
The 4 always love to take photo not matter when and where
The 4 whom love to eat desserts
The 4 whom love to hang out for nice food
Love KPop, Love EXO
The girl has managed to influence a book-worm to watch Korean Variety Show
Which bring a lot of fun to book-worm's life
And started to watch Korean drama

She is always just be there
And you know where to find her
Too much sweet memories together with her
And you wanna keep these in your mind forever
Perhaps the bond between us will only getting stronger and stronger
Together with those awesomely crazy friends

Nothing to say at the last
Just want to wish you "Happy Birthday" =D

Today's Quote:

A friend is someone who stands by your side, when you are in trouble and broken inside.

A friend is someone who treats you with all he best and shines your day, when you are.

Lucky Unlucky?

Today was supposed is a good day for me.
Well, guess life isn't goes smoothly as you wish.
I mean, everyone will face his own unlucky day one day.
And yes, today I am the unlucky one.
It's okay! Keep telling myself.
Be tough, Be strong! And brace myself!
I hope I can endure with it. =)

Oh yes! Today I have an interview session with a psychiatrist.
He is so nice. But he seems busy too la..
Thanks to my uncle, my group managed to interview him.
He told us he has received so many email asking him for interview.
Yet he will reject and not entertain.
"Unfortunately. Fortunately" He said... " She has a good connection"
Yes! He hinting about me.
Hehehe~
THANK YOU to my uncle! Love you~

Haiz I should stop here.
Good night. Wish me luck!

Today's Quote:

The thing about feelings is that, if you cover your mouth, they'll come out from your eyes.

Reality? Dream?

Sometimes, I wonder why.
Is you or me, who lead us into today's situation?
Smile when recalled those good days we ever had
Back to reality, what can we do?
What can I do?
What should I do?

If there's a chance, I would like to tell you,
This is NOT  a smart decision ever!

Sometimes I feel close to you.
Sometimes I can sense the distance.
Actually am I awake? Or I still in my dream?
Reality! Face it.... Or escape?
Living happily in my world.
I guess...
I guess...

This is life.
A roller coaster.
A Ferris Wheel.

Have no more enthusiasm on some stuff.
Tired? Don't think so.
My brain refuses to work.
And I lack of ideas.

Today's Quote:

No Quote

Orientation Week =)

Time flies so fast.
Another week has gone.
And my orientation week just ended with an awesome variety night, and funny photo session.
Had a.. Ahem... Not-So-Happy-Enjoyed Orientation when I was a junior.
So there's a time I hate joining Orientation anymore.
But Credits to Ah-Shu, Aji, and of course Peacocok, keep persuading me
So I didn't miss and have a memorable memories.

Words can't tell my feeling, I guess photos will do a better job.
Yet I not going to post any photos here.
Just have some words must be speak here. Although I know not many of them will read this.

First, THANKS again to Ah-Shu, Aji and Peacock.
Credits to you three, my bad impression on orientation has totally vanished!
Now, I have a different and good impression on it.
It's really a memorable for my 21st!
Well, everyone only has once 21st right~
Honestly speaking, I don't have a happy memories on my birthday.
Don't get me wrong. I mean, I just spent my day like usual.
As my birthday was just the day after exam.
Before that, I imagined we guys can have a small dinner together.
It's really precious and warm to have a dinner with your lovely friends.
But not everything goes smoothly just like what you have dreamed for it.
I know everyone of us was actually stressing for exam that time. Myself too.
It's not good to ask you guys all to go out for celebration right after exam.
Even myself also tired of celebrating it. =)
It's okay! I not hinting anything here. I just hope I won't miss anything more. =D

Next, THANKS to my boss- Mr.En Shen.
I guess all PS212 sure remember him. And have a erm.. bad impression on him.
Well, all credit to himself. Not our fault k? Hehehe..
Ha must agree to this: Don't judge a book by its cover!
When we realized that our OO leader is you, seriously we are so worry! and afraid!
Until the day we met you, your way of talking, joking was totally different to my impression.
Well, of course I won't just change my perception on you just because of one moment.
So erm...
Actually I should apologize to you..
I think I'm the only OO who will dare to fight with you, argue with you, even don't give you face in front of juniors.
Hahaha~ Sorry Boss!
And the last day, wanted to kena you by putting cake on your face. and Yes I did it!
But the cake incidentally fall down to the floor. Sorry ah~ I wanna do the same thing to you as what I did to juniors. Just don't know why the cake dropped after hit your face. Maybe it doesn't like you? xP
Hahaha~ Sorry Boss Sorry Boss!
Erm... How should I put this?
Perhaps you still remember that I have told you my impression on you.
But I know you are a good, responsible, lovely and supportive leader.
During the orientation, whatever I say to you is no offence.
Hey by the way, I must clarify one thing.
On the last day, in MPH4, my face isn't bitterground-face k?
That is tiring face. I totally tired and sleepy that time.
So erm... So far only my close friends knew that don't irritate me especially when I hungry or sleepy.
So ya~ I knew myself quite impolite to you that time. I not sure whether did you angry with me.
Yet I still have to apologize to you. "I'm sorry, Boss!"

Who's the next?
Of course my partners--OOs
THANK YOU to Ah-Shu, Aji, Sammy, Annitte and Emilie.
You girls are so amazing partner for me.
Especially Annitte! Wow~ Your dancing is just so Awesome! Your acting skill is just so Amazing!
**envy level : 99.9**
And Emilie. You never forgot to text me to ask whether do we need help for signature hunt although you have class.
You two are really responsible and lovely.
So glad I know you two through orientation and had fun together!
And our two lovely seniors- Amanda and Shealy.
At first I thought you two are juniors.
But somehow I feel familiar to you two. Like I saw you two before in IMU.
Hahaha~ Thank you for joining us! It's great to have fun with you two.
Especially Shealy. As we two were together lead in front and protect junior on Running Man Day!
Ha and the rest. I know you girls and you girls know me too la~
We are same class, same cohort mah~
Like usual, psy students never fail and forgot to show our sakai-ness and craziness to others!
And of course bring the laughs to our juniors!
Hiak Hiak.. No choice lo~ We are the source of laughter mah~
Aza~ Cross~Fighting!

Last but not least, THANKS to my lovely juniors.
You guys are just Awesome, Sporting, Cooperative, Initiative, Team-spirited, Enthusiasm, Funny and Amazing!
( Can fight with Ajirah! xP )
THANK YOU VERY MUCH on your every efforts and contributions on your orientation!
THANK YOU SO MUCH for joining this orientation and had fun with us!
I knew you guys have a hectic schedule for the first week. Yet you all are still willing to sacrifice your resting time to join us, to join orientation.
So again, on behalf of all OCs and OOs, I would like to say "THANK YOU" to all of you.
The main purpose of orientation is HAVE FUN instead of ranking.
Although we are not the first three, but we still proud of you!
Hey~ Who say little insect like bee can't do anything?
Bee a Boss! We Are The Boss k!
And yes, SORRY to all of you, for scolding you guys on the last day.
Maple has asked me whether am I a serious person.
Well~ maybe I should say this. I'm this kind of person- Enjoy when I'm playing, Serious when I'm working.
But I cannot take this as an excuse to lemme feel comfortable for scolding you guys.
So, even if some of you or all of you say I am nagging just like an grandma, I still wanna say this: SORRY!
Perhaps you guys won't afraid of me (Haha) and hope we have a good time in IMU!
So so, remember to say "Hi" to me, and others. Or date us for lunch/yam cha/dinner also can.
Supper better don't la~ Caz I still need to keep my body slim and fit. xD
Argh~~~ AWESOME people! Now we are not more seniors-juniors.
In fact, we are FRIENDS!  So just call my name or nickname will do
Looking forward for our first gathering after orientation.. =D

Thank You for giving me a sweet and unforgettable memories for orientation week.
Feeling grateful to know these awesome people.
Hmm.. everyone of us will start our class next week.
So good luck and all the best to all of you on your studies.
Play Hard, Work Smart!
Bees~ Bee A Boss!!!

Today's Quote:

Hey Tauke! Say What?

Who Are We?

Bee!

Bee What?

B.E.E!

Bee What?

Bee A Boss!

*Applause*

Oh Yes!!!!