#1 First post in 2014

1. Life

Life is so simple, people are complicated.
I, having hard time to make a wise decision.
A right, non-regret decision.
I think, I know what I want.

Asked myself did I bothered by "WHAT" and "WHO".
"YES". My heart answer me honestly.
At last, I still follow my heart.
What I think suit me the most.
Maybe is not the best, but is the suitable.
End up, I still ignore "WHAT" and "WHO".

2. Hate you?

Recently this song keep repeating playing in my mind.
The lyrics is just too saying my feeling.

" 只能想像一起
  但我没勇气
  所以很想讨厌你 "

But, I don't wanna hate you.
Never! I will never never never hate you!

Today's Quote:

Have faith in yourself and in the direction you have chosen

Last Post in 2013

2013 is gonna say Goodbye.

Before waved goodbye,
Here's a nutshell for my 2013.
Gotta say that, 2013 is really a special year for me.

1. I had an minor accident. ( My friends do not agree with me). Seriously, I learn nothing from this accident. What I gained is the love and warmth from my family. Never expect my mum and my sis will cry for me. I know because of her, I am still alive. I still able to type this post here. She is my regret, but she is always my beloved. Thanks grandma! I love you! If there's a chance, I would like to hold your hand again. I know this is an unreachable wish, but I hope. 
2. My 21st just gone like that. Didn't celebrate with anyone. I just want to be alone. This is a special birthday for me. Have no idea start from when, I just looking for a simple birthday celebration. Somehow hoping for surprise from someone, yet it never comes true. Perhaps next year, you will do for me. 
3. I, built a barrier between me and my friends. A gang of friends that I used to with. I don't know how to explain, and I know I owe them an explanation. We are still friends. Yet not likes those old days. There is a barrier, and I couldn't across it. I mean, sometimes I still don't know how to face to them. Feeling sorry to them. I started this, and they just forgive me. I know I'm childish; I'm naive;I'm capricious. Sometimes, I don't know what/how should I do. There was a time I choose to escape from reality. Yet now I choose not to. I'm sorry and thank you for everything
4. Bzzz~ Bzzz~ Bzzz~ A great orientation group I have ever joined. Thank you Bee A Boss, for giving me a precious and beautiful memory for my 2013. Never regret to know you, these awesome people.
5. When these awesome, pretty and cute people bump into your life, they added color too. Love and enjoy every second spent with them. They are crazy, sakai, yet they mean a lot to me. Thank you for walking into my life, and be my lovely friends. I rather to walk with you in a dark street, but not alone in a bright.
6. Spent my last day of 2013 with my lovely classmates. Somehow I hate sharing session. I know it's good for us to build and strengthen the bond among us. A good and warm lunch session for us, adding color and precious memory before the end of 2013. Thank you, for being my classmates. And we have create a lot of sweet memories. Time flies, memory never gone. It has been deeply marked in my mind, stored forever. I'm sincerely apologize here for any offense that I have made, and Thank You for accepting me as your friend.

Another year gone!

Gain something, lose something. 

Earn something, Learn something.

Bye, 2013!

Thank you for letting me grown up so much this year. 

I will be the better me! =D
Oh yeah! Welcome 2014!

Today's Quote:

Happy New Year!!

Happy Birthday to A Charming Lady

Was not that close to this girl at first.
Until the day, Miss put us into a same group for EHS.
Together with 1 Malay girl, 1 Indian girl and 1 Chinese guy.
(We are 1 Malaysia!)
Discuss and do the project together
But the bond between us still not that strong

The first time we 2 drove to my uncle's shop
An ice-cream sundae cone and a set of MCD lunch meal
As a thank you gift for willing to accompany me
Which caused her to skip her lunch
Face and endure the obstacles together
And we successfully to overcome

Thought the end of EHS marked the end of our interaction.
Yet reality is full of unexpectedly surprise
Thought she is a quiet and soft girl
Just like her physical appearance
But never judge a book by it's cover
Never know that she is also an outspoken girl
An awesomely nice and lovely pretty lady
She is soft, but she is tough too
Her smiley with her big eyes will shine your day
To give you positive energy even you're in the rain

She is innocent sometimes.
But sometimes she is not.
She is right.
She didn't access your FB.
But she unlocked password for your awesomely cutest friend
But you know there is only funny and happy moment will coming up
Which is you blaming them for not posting nice status about you
They know you love them
Although you never say it out
And what they want is just to help you announce to the world

Love photography, Love Tong Pak Fu
The 4 always love to take photo not matter when and where
The 4 whom love to eat desserts
The 4 whom love to hang out for nice food
Love KPop, Love EXO
The girl has managed to influence a book-worm to watch Korean Variety Show
Which bring a lot of fun to book-worm's life
And started to watch Korean drama

She is always just be there
And you know where to find her
Too much sweet memories together with her
And you wanna keep these in your mind forever
Perhaps the bond between us will only getting stronger and stronger
Together with those awesomely crazy friends

Nothing to say at the last
Just want to wish you "Happy Birthday" =D

Today's Quote:

A friend is someone who stands by your side, when you are in trouble and broken inside.

A friend is someone who treats you with all he best and shines your day, when you are.

Lucky Unlucky?

Today was supposed is a good day for me.
Well, guess life isn't goes smoothly as you wish.
I mean, everyone will face his own unlucky day one day.
And yes, today I am the unlucky one.
It's okay! Keep telling myself.
Be tough, Be strong! And brace myself!
I hope I can endure with it. =)

Oh yes! Today I have an interview session with a psychiatrist.
He is so nice. But he seems busy too la..
Thanks to my uncle, my group managed to interview him.
He told us he has received so many email asking him for interview.
Yet he will reject and not entertain.
"Unfortunately. Fortunately" He said... " She has a good connection"
Yes! He hinting about me.
Hehehe~
THANK YOU to my uncle! Love you~

Haiz I should stop here.
Good night. Wish me luck!

Today's Quote:

The thing about feelings is that, if you cover your mouth, they'll come out from your eyes.

Reality? Dream?

Sometimes, I wonder why.
Is you or me, who lead us into today's situation?
Smile when recalled those good days we ever had
Back to reality, what can we do?
What can I do?
What should I do?

If there's a chance, I would like to tell you,
This is NOT  a smart decision ever!

Sometimes I feel close to you.
Sometimes I can sense the distance.
Actually am I awake? Or I still in my dream?
Reality! Face it.... Or escape?
Living happily in my world.
I guess...
I guess...

This is life.
A roller coaster.
A Ferris Wheel.

Have no more enthusiasm on some stuff.
Tired? Don't think so.
My brain refuses to work.
And I lack of ideas.

Today's Quote:

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